i am here, in sarasota but i can't, sip a soda with sarah as i drink tears, with my coca cola i miss her, alot and jenny's gone too, she moved to portland shes with kevin, and thats super important when i draw things, i think about her i miss her, way too much it seems theres nothing, i can do about them but theres not much, i can do without them as i think of them, i realize i love them and i miss them, alot i wish that they could, spend a life with me. just how bad, would it really be? if i asked them both, to marry me what would they say? all i want is, sarah and jenny to be with you, viviana and vu i could never choose, between you two what do you think, about that? almost went back, to massachusetts had my mom come, cuz i was feeling useless they're all inside me, and now i'm sick i wish i could send for, my first aid kit in Idaho, there are potatoes and in Kansas, there are tornadoes in Hawaii, there are volcanoes